I love her. her smile makes me uncomfortable. her personality makes me miss her. everything about her makes me go crazy. the distance makes me want to get closer. she loves someone else and I love her. I know what I should do, but I don’t want to do that. that’s not why I stay. her eyes bring out my soul. her smile brings out mine. she is my light and even if she doesn’t think I am what she needs. I will stay with her