I want to love. I need to love. You fight me at every turn. You block me from you. Every time I get close it adds more distance between us. I love how you smile. I love your beautiful smile. It is my sunshine. It is my peace. Don’t lock me away as a memory. I’m here and I’m waiting. I’m just a lonely soul. The love I feel isn’t puppy love. It goes deep. It is an extension of my mind. My physical being shows so much, but nothing in comparison to my mental state. To love you is a completion in my soul. To love you is a finalization of my life. While I may not say soul mate. I will say that if I had you. I’d be able to move on and finish my life with someone who finally gets me. I live you. Even if you don’t feel the same.